wolfluvsandhugs

How? How can I just lay here feeling like this? I have so much power yet I won't do it, I just can't. Maybe I'm afraid? I know I have a problem but I'm scared to talk about it, worried that I'll be judged for my problems. I'm only one person in millions, what does my small problem matter? I wish I could do it, show myself it isn't worth it. I may be hurting... But others are worse. Judge me, hurt me, beat me, my problems are worth just as much as others. Right? A thought passes my mind constantly, would anyone do any hiring if I did do it? The power that lies not only net to me but in me is the worst thing. The fear that others won't like me.

Hey ppls... i don't know if anyone reads my stuff... but whatever... it would be absolutely AMAZING if someone could draw me a picture of a realistic wolf (not cartoon ) with only a white background.... if you would i would be very grateful... I'm afraid i have no payment for u.... but I'm hopping u would be willing out of kindness to draw this request....    if you would like to know why i would like this drawing and you can message me... 0v0                        THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH IF U DO THIS FOR ME!!!!!!

i was thinking what would death be like? fun soft warm and cozy like people say heaven is or would it be hot burning like people say hell would be? or is it both? i don't know what to do anymore I'm writing this to say i want more attention but then again i don't want attention.... what is going on with me u ask well... i don't know i do feel appreciative for the people who actually read this and the people who actually give a s*** about what I'm saying.... some people ( if they actually read this far) would be saying " oh... boo hoo she just wants attention"... well i don't so u can go f*** yourself if u think that. i just don't underst